何谓blog?

sky of doreen
这意味着我的天空吗？

在我的天空底下，是不是应该可以看见地底上所发生的一切？在我的生活里，我的情绪有所保留；在我的天空里，我的情绪依然有所保留。是我对自己太严格了，还是。。。

曾经有位朋友告诉我，虽然是自己的天地，可还是不能把自己的一切赤裸裸的说出来。好东西要大家一起分享，难道坏东西就不能大家一起分担吗？如果我把自己的情绪带进文字间，那你会被我带着情绪看这一切吗？

情绪是一种很奇妙的东西，是荷尔蒙作怪，还是本能反应。。

不懂，不懂，还是不懂。。

佛陀

由照片组合的佛陀头像。太厉害了~

kaktao seaside

虽然天色有点暗,不过还是可以看到海边的魅力.

停泊在海边的小渔船

一见钟情的真相

有人说，真相是残酷的。

即使是最浪漫的爱情，被手术刀一层层剖开之后，里头的真相恐怕也是前疮百孔，惨不忍睹。或许，我们都因为憧憬爱情，而美化爱情。张爱玲在满目疮痍的人世行走，有一项本领——我不愿意看见什么，就有本事不看见什么。相恋中的男女，或期待爱的男女，也有这项本事，他们只想见到爱情的好，所以毫无意外，他们看见了。

许多人都把一见钟情视为一种情定今生的浪漫，然而只要我们理性的绕过浪漫的烟雾，就可以直视所谓‘‘一见钟情”的真相。

你不懂得他是不是在轻快铁内看到老太太站得腰背累了，也大剌剌坐着跷起二郎腿的人；也不知道他是不是两周不洗袜子，袜子穿了翻过另一面在穿，擅长循环使用的“环保人士”，但是你却对他一见钟情。

你不懂她是不是从不做家务，只会瞪眼欺压妹妹的大小姐；也不知道她是不是总爱在背后打小报告，业余的“广播人”——把是非传到公司每一个角落是她的责任，但是你却对她一见钟情。

说穿了，“一见钟情”很多时候只不过是一种皮相外表的吸引。男女遇上了，男的长得颇不错，女的高挑漂亮，于是一见钟情！如果外表缺乏某种程度上的吸引力，一见钟情会发生吗？我一向不喜欢把话说绝，我说机率很低。人是视觉的动物，我们先看外表，所以会有“一见钟情”。

爱情的力量足以掩盖真相，我们对于“一见钟情”肤浅基础视若无睹，反而以“一见钟情”来歌颂爱情的伟大与神奇。然而，纵然不受欢迎，我还是要指出，这样的“一见钟情”并不浪漫，而是人性丑陋性格的赤裸展现。

这就是“一见钟情”的真面。

自〈光明日报〉

小笼包

好久没吃的小笼包。

今天是拿督公“生日”，
所以我妈买了小笼包孝敬“老人家”，
顺便让我们“小人家”享受。

小笼包果然“小巧玲珑”
吃了五个还是没有饱的感觉，
最后发挥了“小林让包”的精神，
留给其他人吃。

色彩人生

人生中有五彩路。
我的会是怎样的路？
而你的呢？

小学，中学，大学，
然后工作，结婚。

每次有朋友结婚，
我总在想，
是他们太年轻了，
还没享受外面的世界，
还是我与他们的结婚概念不同？

我想。。
不同的应该是，
他们已经找到自己的真爱，
过着人生的下一个阶段，
而我，
还在第一段路，
那就是 “念书”。

别人总说念书好，
到底是什么好？
我一直搞不懂。
而我总说工作好，
到底好在哪里？
我也不清楚。

所以我的路，
应该是注定，
平凡中的平凡路。
就祝我一路顺风吧！
也祝我的朋友们幸福，快乐。

my new spec

front view

my new spec..nothing special, haha~

@quarius

The symbol for Aquarius is the Water-Bearer, a universal man who is pouring forth water from a jug. This universal man represents the community of mankind. The waters of life flow, like ideas coming from the unrestrained mind. Many people mistakenly think that Aquarius is a water sign, but it is an intellectual air sign. As such, Aquarius can be interested in concepts and ideas. Because of its universality, Aquarius can seem somewhat detached from personal emotions. It's not that you Aquarius don't have feelings; it's just that yours are different from most others. You dance to the beat of a different drummer.

Aquarius can be good communicators as long as you stay in the mental realms. Aquarius are friendly, but can become uncomfortable as you discuss your feelings. In fact, your friends are very important to you and Aquarius might be involved with groups of like-minded people in a social club, a political action group or a public service group.

The Aquarius motto could be Einstein's "Great spirits have often encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds." And yours is a great spirit, sometimes erratic and sometimes brilliant. You know much about yourself and the world, but knowing everything can be an obstacle to your own happiness. Your practice is twofold. First, you must learn how to separate your crazy notions from what is important. And second, you need to learn how to respond to the opposition you encounter without making it difficult for yourself.

Element: Air
The astrological element of air represents movement. And the most efficient movement between two points is often a thought. Air signs are thinkers. They emphasize the intellect over other functions. With active minds and a good command of language, the air signs are the natural born communicators. They can be light and breezy as the breath of spring, but their words can also carry the power of a gale force wind.

The air of Aquarius can be like the winds after a lightning strike. Large amounts of air are moved around suddenly in such a storm, and that which survives this intensity gets to enjoy the calm after the storm.

Eleventh House: Future
The Eleventh House is sometimes called the House of Friends, Hopes and Dreams. Friends will support our dreams of the future. Here, in the Eleventh House, we're not concerned with our day-to-day responsibilities. Instead, we are thinking about our ideal situation and dreaming of ways to get there. Whether we do or not is less important than keeping the dreams alive.

Key Planet: Uranus
Uranus is the weirdest planet in the solar system. Its north pole faces the Sun and its Moons spin around it backwards. As such, Uranus symbolizes the eccentric and unique things in our lives. It is associated with brilliance -- even if short-lived. And, like lightning, Uranus can release the hidden tensions suddenly and with great immediacy. In fact, Uranus is often the astrological culprit when our lives are turned upside-down. As the key planet of Aquarius, it encourages us to rebel against social injustices and to seek freedom of expression in our lives.

Aquarius Greatest Strength: Your eclectic way of seeing things

Aquarius Possible Weakness: Know-it-all attitude puts others off

cOoKinG...

I Will Remember You

I Will Remember You - Rayn Cabrera

Eight years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
And they will last
I try to keep it simple cause i hate goodbyes
I try to keep it simple by telling myself that
I, i will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
I will remember you
We're a picture in my mind
When i want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself that
I, i will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together
I will remember you
You were there when i needed a friend
Thank you, thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you, thank you
I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
I, i will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much i could say
But words get in the way so
We're not together, i will remember
We're not together, i will remember you
Yeah, i will remember you

'' V ''

everyone has the same pose.yeah!!!

changes on me..

these photos were taken at 2009. every month has different representative picture for comparing how kiokching's outlooking change. after cutting n keeping, finally my long hair comes back again. is it nice?? haha",)


these photos were taken when 2008. ^.^ i try to have a bit changes on my hair, so i cut my long hair, but become ugly!! =(


these photos were taken when 2007. the first photo which had 'long long' hair was taken in matriculation. i think dont have any huge change on my appearance over all the photos. haha..

Register Of Marriage

if u feel curious on my family members, welcome to view this blog.
http://amoreqiqi.com/blog

there was my second handsome brother and his girl friend register of marriage's day. besides that, lots of my pretty pictures over there too, haha^.^

after viewing, are you feel happy with it?? if yes, then it is the success of a photographer.

''a picture can tell thousand of words.''

TiRed!!

suddenly feel tired..
imagine that,
IF like THIS, then will be better...
IF like THAT, then also not bad...

THIS and THAT, far and far from me...

full house *.*

M4 creating their new pose

M3 and me..The other M is cameraman..




wat pose of this??





haha..*.*





acting cool..=.=






mv pose of m4 at batu ferringhi





wat these guys doing??
回眸一笑？？难道会倾城倾国？？






new pose of mv ^.^

最幸福的事

梁文音 - 最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失

泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事

#欢迎搭乘思念客运
我们现在即将从回忆出发
沿着遗憾 一直走到青春
左转往事到达纪念日
接着会经过失落和舍不得
然后从懂事离开
上行珍惜公路 直到沧海桑田
我们要追逐祝福的潮水
一起往温柔前进
然后到达目的地
谢谢您的搭乘 祝福您旅途愉快#

回忆路
往事 the past 海拔2008公尺
孤独山城站
失落 lost 3公里
逝水年华站
青春 bloomy youth 182公里
沉默村
珍惜公路 blvd. treasure
思念点点站
温柔 tender 27公里
遗憾草原
沧海桑田 changes 1公里
寂寞招呼站
痛心站
溃堤海岸站
遗憾出口 sorrow exit
眼泪下水道 tears' drainage 8公里
幸福 happiness 208公里
最幸福的海

Dumex@Dugro

my colleagues..

thank you for everything they teach me and thnaks for being my friends.^.^

i met a cute clown that selling his baloon at shopping centre.

izzit he feels happy as his apperance everyday?? i think that there are some sadness stories behind of a happy face. what is his story?? or he really happy always??

NEW friends

888 promoter''layhoon''












accessories promoter''ai mei''





munchy promoter''yan zhen''

1year passed..

how wonderful of tomorrow!!
just left about 2hours from now, i will have a 1year anniversary for myself.
what is it actually??
wao!!! it's because i become ''available'' for 1year already. should i feel happy?? SURE!!! 1year is a long long time for me. i never have a such long period for single'ing myself. maybe i lack of caring, lack of friends, lack of somethings...
what a complicated feel i having nw?! i dont know how to describe it..but most of it are HAPPY!!

happy because of friends..my friends are always stay beside of me when i need them. i miss u so much, sueling and fangpei. love u gals forever!! i miss the time when we studying at matriculation, most of the time was fulled with happiness. we always encouraged each others no matter study or personal things. we went to see the stars at midnight when i getting trouble. we jogging at 6am even i dont like jogging. u complained to me and i complained to u! hehe...^.^ we share lots of things..happiness...sadness...luckily u always along with me. thanks for being my friend.

the 2nd HAPPY because of myself. i can survive without relying on anyone. no longer asking someone to make decision for me, no longer jealous, no longer argue for a small small things...i become mature now izzit?? dont know!! maybe had a different view from the 3rd person. but i think i become ''BIG GIRL'' already, because i can manage my things properly with myself. wakaka!!!

the 3rd HAPPY maybe belong to my family. because they no need to worry me about this kinda thing again. my sister SCAREs me having a boyfriend again, maybe she thinks that it will influence my study..my parent scare me bringing a boy back home, maybe they think that i not suitable for dating now. my younger sister asking this boy and that boy, just want to know who is my boyfriend. how funny of my family?? so cute izzit?? haha..'',)

having lots of admirers is the 4th HAPPY of me. wakaka!!! maybe i too confident with myself. maybe i too ''san pat''. maybe it is my imagination only. maybe and maybe...=.=lll

anyway, i still want to celebrate my 2nd year of single days..wish me HAPPY always!!

当一个人静下来。。

当我一个人静下来时，总喜欢胡思乱想。。胡思乱想当中却少了想“他”，这是件好事吗？也许成为单身的好处是可以拥有更多的追求者，哈哈！！也许与朋友相处的时间会比较多，可以接触身边更多的朋友，自然而然的比较了解他们。因为我发现我好像一直忽略了身边的朋友，真是不好意思=.=
单身的定义的什么？？是一个人过的生活吗？那一个人过的生活比较快乐还是两个人过的生活比较快乐呢？也许每个人对单身的见解不一样。。身边的朋友不时会问我有男朋友了吗？当一个人单身的时候是不是都会一直被这个问题缠绕呢？对别人说出“i'm single and available”是不是一件值得骄傲的事情？available是因为没人会欣赏还是自己的要求太高了？当我对朋友说出“available”时，他们又会是怎样的想法呢？？好想知道。。
一个人的生活快乐吗应该由我自己来决定，所以读书之余应该找点让自己快乐的事情来做，哈哈！！加油吧！！

1st dinner at taman U

this was my dinner when the first day i reach skudai.
nobody back to utm, so i need to settle my stomach myself.
after deciding, i choose ''old town''
what the reason?? i also dont know..hehe^.^

with:
old town white coffee
delicious curry mee

titanic??

just use a special way to introduce my hometown's seaside..

ice ice baby
*chocolate steamboat RM18.90

if u free, may have a try
available at autocity,juru.

mr.OreO

a cute mr.O appear in billion, parit buntar.






look!! we have the same smiling face..
hehe..

成熟男人应该......

1. 成熟的男人知道自己想要什么，而不是什么都要，懂得坚持也懂得放弃。
2. 成熟的男人要勇于承担责任，虽然有些过错并不是他造成的。
3. 成熟的男人是宽容的，过于计较是男人最不能原谅的错误。
4. 成熟的男人拥有大智慧，而不是小聪明。
5. 成熟的男人一言一行能让女人学到很多东西，而小男生只能让女人教他。
6. 成熟的男人懂得珍惜和照顾女人，出去郊游，他一定不是自顾自跑在最前面的人。
7. 成熟的男人不会在大街上和女人吵架。
8. 成熟的男人不会强迫女人穿他喜欢而她不喜欢的衣服。
9. 成熟的男人不会随便和女人开低级玩笑。
10. 成熟的男人让女人知道她错了，却不会让她没面子。
11. 成熟的男人让女人放松而不会让女人紧张。

bowling..

megalanes of megamall, butterworth.







my cute sister ''hui fen''

me *.*

my ''friends''

i met my ex-boyfriends in the same day. one of them will marry on this sunday and another came back from singapore for attending his younger sister wedding ceremony on this saturday. why can meet both friends in the same day?? is it weird?? when i met them, there were lots of thinking inside my mind. but i dont know how to describe it..
let it pass is what i can do now.
no need to make things complicated.

new style burger

''老夫子汉堡''

tOast

this is my breakfast. i took this idea from ''gOoD iDea'' tv progmmare.
ingredient of making these included:
egg
milk
bread
sugar
kaya, blueberry, chocolate

it not only look nice but good taste too. yeah! ^.^

家家有本难念的经

家家有本难念的经，为何我家的经特别难念？？我家每天都吵吵闹闹，不是开心的吵吵闹闹而是伤心的吵吵闹闹，我阻止不了也没能力阻止。

disappointed..

actually, i want upload a video at here today. after trying many times, i stil cant succeed. a bit disappointed because cant share my video with all my friends..maybe next time.maybe...

i like to do..

front page of a birthday card.
there is a guy.
n ''happy birthday''




back page of birthday card.
there is a gal.
happy birthday in chinese which is ''生日快乐''.




i create this birthday card because of 2friends. their birthday are coming soon n i would like to send my wishes to them through this card. i quite love this design but dont know how my friends think??
i like to design card. no matter is birthday or any special day, but i think seldom people like to receive card nowadays.
anyway, i do it because of ''i like to do''

simple is beautiful

this picture was took after attending wedding dinner at parit buntar last night. although it was my first time to wear this dress but it looks pretty. hehe~maybe i can try to wear it when course night dinner.

''simple is beautiful''

sour-sweet chicken chop

before preparing sour-sweet chicken chop, i had searching google to find the recipe of chicken chop. there are many different types of chicken chop which attracted me. but i would like to choose to simple one because of my first time.

finally, i copy down the sour-sweet recipe and prepare the ingredients well.

the ingredients are:
2 boneless chicken thighs
3tsp of soy sauce
sugar
black pepper
butter
sliced apple

simple chicken chop prepared by simple ingredients. although it had common outward appearance, but it's taste was delicious.
i felt happy today because of succeeding to prepare sour-sweet chicken chop, yeah~^.^

** Esprit shirt **

this is an Esprit shirt. i love it so much. :-)
it look nice when match with jean, somemore skirt also not bad.







how do u feel when it wear by me?? nice??


i felt not bad..hehe~

pandan jelly >.<

feeling boring today.''~'' suddenly decided to do jelly. the steps to do jelly are very simple.

1.boil about 1000ml of water.

2.when the water boil, add the jelly into the pot.

3.stir the jelly so that it can dissolve into water.

4.add sugar o longan liquid to sweeten the mixture.

5.add pandan liquid to coloring to jelly.

6.after boiling around 8mins, pour it into the models which prepared before.

finally, my pandan + longan jelly finished. from the picture view,izzit nice jelly??

i feel proud with my jelly. hehe~

little cute bottle~

This is my little cute bottle. it can carry 350ml liquid only.hehe~
i brought it from city square bt the shop's name i forgot already. if anyone interested in this bottle, i can't help u to buy it. so sorry for that!
this is the words which wrote onto the bottle:
listen to others, understand the eternity notion.
倾听大自然，感受自由之声。
倾听他人，懂得别人心里的无穷哲理。

what u think after seeing these few words?? i thought i gain a lots from these words..
hope u so~~

my 1st post ^.^

this is my first post, i still dont know wat to be written in this blogger. bt wil know soon, hehe~~hehe~~