1year passed..

how wonderful of tomorrow!!
just left about 2hours from now, i will have a 1year anniversary for myself.
what is it actually??
wao!!! it's because i become ''available'' for 1year already. should i feel happy?? SURE!!! 1year is a long long time for me. i never have a such long period for single'ing myself. maybe i lack of caring, lack of friends, lack of somethings...
what a complicated feel i having nw?! i dont know how to describe it..but most of it are HAPPY!!

happy because of friends..my friends are always stay beside of me when i need them. i miss u so much, sueling and fangpei. love u gals forever!! i miss the time when we studying at matriculation, most of the time was fulled with happiness. we always encouraged each others no matter study or personal things. we went to see the stars at midnight when i getting trouble. we jogging at 6am even i dont like jogging. u complained to me and i complained to u! hehe...^.^ we share lots of things..happiness...sadness...luckily u always along with me. thanks for being my friend.

the 2nd HAPPY because of myself. i can survive without relying on anyone. no longer asking someone to make decision for me, no longer jealous, no longer argue for a small small things...i become mature now izzit?? dont know!! maybe had a different view from the 3rd person. but i think i become ''BIG GIRL'' already, because i can manage my things properly with myself. wakaka!!!

the 3rd HAPPY maybe belong to my family. because they no need to worry me about this kinda thing again. my sister SCAREs me having a boyfriend again, maybe she thinks that it will influence my study..my parent scare me bringing a boy back home, maybe they think that i not suitable for dating now. my younger sister asking this boy and that boy, just want to know who is my boyfriend. how funny of my family?? so cute izzit?? haha..'',)

having lots of admirers is the 4th HAPPY of me. wakaka!!! maybe i too confident with myself. maybe i too ''san pat''. maybe it is my imagination only. maybe and maybe...=.=lll

anyway, i still want to celebrate my 2nd year of single days..wish me HAPPY always!!